Coffee & Cream...

It always starts with something true,
As true and beautiful as you,
I swear,i swear,upon a silver lining,
That i be struck by lightining,
If ever should i look away,
at another girl's sway,

Of her hips,of her smile,of other beauty,
None other than you,on my throne,
My dearest princess,my greatest queen,
My sweetest love,my sweetest dream...

Scented Life

Always looking,wandering she goes..
Living a life of simple dream,
Dreaming a million dreams,
Sighing a many sadness,
She walks...

Like a zombie on the prowl,
She wanders among many a gentlemen,
Waiting to give her best,
She walks...

A forgotten soul,
Family lost,unwanted,
Only a love from her son,
She walks...

Striking up a conversation,
Smile,seducing,entrapment,
She makes her move,
They walk...

Only for the love of her son,
She wants to give her best,
The best for her son,
They walk...

To a dingy place,
Just like her soul,
Where she feels the pain,
She cries...

The thought of her son,
The thought of lost happiness when all was was bright,
The thought of his hands now gripping her throat,
She chokes...

All alone,
Hungry,no mum to carry him,
No one to smile at him,
He cries...

Longer

Monday morning.

I look at myself in the mirror.
I feel like shit.
Weekend too short.
Too much partying,and too lil time.

Water on the boil.
Coffee on the go.
No breakfast,I usually skip that.

The most important meal of the day?
Breakfast they say?
Yea,whatever.....

It's a Monday morning...fuck...

But I'm on leave,so good day to you!

I wished I could turn back time..All I gave was lots of love and commitment... We laughed, we danced, we loved,we cried, but I always had you in my arms. I thought I could shelter you from the pain and danger,and help you in the challenges you might face.

Thank you.
Thank you for making me a stronger person.
Thank you.
Thank you for letting me love you.
Thank you.
Thank you for the wonderful memories as well as bad ones.
Thank you.

Love and Relationships are..they are...
Just crap..

Life As It Is...

It's all good... Feeling bored right now. Felt so much like clubbing today,but hell,got work tomorrow,better not, some more early to work. Freaking eye rings, so hard to get rid of it though...

Clubbin tomorrow nite! Hell yea! Butter Factory, gonna be with the peeps I love. And it's the freakin weekend!!! Talking bout it though, haven't been out lately for a week now. Had my last date bout 2 weeks back. Was ok though, not looking to get attached now..

Hmm, I never believed in meeting "The One". Cause hell,there is no such thing as the The One. Anyway, what are the circumstances whereby you classify as someone that special one? I've been so disillusioned with failed relationships that it doesn't matter anymore.

Just enjoying my singlehood as of now,and most importantly meeting more people. Oh well, I've taken a fancy to wine now lately, I guess my favourite ones are Chilean...

Hmm, might have a glass or two tomorrow nite,before I head down to Butter's tomorrow though.. Salut!!!

Confessions of a PSP mind...

Tired and sleepy man!I swear I've gotta stop my addiction to my psp! Guess I'm gonna have to check in PSP Anonymous!...

"Hi everyone, my name is Rodney...I'm an PSP-HOLIC!"

Well, there have been many wonderful and useful inventions, but I think this has got to be one of the most ultimate inventions of THIS generation! Can you think of any other invention to help calm you while waiting in a long line? Or any invention besides your hp, to keep you busy while waiting for the bus? I mean sure, a book is good to read to pass time, but any interactive book? Or what if ya had a score to settle with your best bud,without the violence?, Challenge him to a one on one of FIFA!!!

I'm gonna be honest, I was an anti-PSP demonstrator! I used to scowl at people playing it on trains,while in queues, or even when talking on their phones with someone...(the person on the other must be dead boring!!!)

Until one day, when the Heavens opened my eyes, and in my hands lay a PSP, cause I wanted to see what the fuss was all about...Grand Theft Auto it was...I got hooked....I swear if it was not for the intervention of my other friend, blood would have been spilled that very day. If my hands were cut from my friend's PSP, I swear it would still be stucked onto his set!!!
But with cool minds and divine intervention, no blood was spilled, friendships remained intact,all peace and no war....( But my buddy was still wary of me though....)

Anyway, after that epsiode, I did purchase my very first PSP, and I felt like one of the "IN" crowd!!! The cool dudes!!! But lil did I realise,that was the very start of my very soul being consumed by this thing called "PSP"...So small, so light, so slim....and yet,it has given me extra patience to wait in queues,if I miss a cab, hell, out comes my PSP...my best companion now!!!

I'd like to thank Sony, for coming up with this very insightful and admirable invention...

Gonna end here now, mybe I'll just sneak in a game before I sleep...just a game...or two...

Just Me.